This topic just popped into my head. Am I afraid of people and do I feel not good enough, or in fact, a lot of the time, do I just not like people? Because I was invited to something recently and I basically got into a big stress about it trying to resolve my feelings, […]
Let it be easy
I feel like the secret is to want things but let go of the need to have them. To know that there is this little thing in the back of your mind that you’d like to have, but to focus all your energy on being happy now. Then again, Michael A Singer says that needing […]
The essential habit?
I think my writing is a form of meditation. I use it to clear my mind by uncovering all of the crud that is lying there, just under the surface, and getting in the way of peace, bliss, contentment. I think that when I try to censor my writing or wait for inspiration to strike, […]
The hidden sabotage I thought was purpose
I feel like I could just write forever. I have so many thoughts and ideas to work through. I just finished writing my 1,667 words for my June book, and I had so many thoughts still bubbling away after I’d written the 1,667 words, and I know I have other things to do right now […]
Miracles and toughening up
I feel a bit rebellious against my habits today. I think I’m quite tired, I’m maybe almost too used to them now, so they don’t feel quite as exciting and shiny. I’m a bit sore from my running too. I’m aware that I have maybe just an hour of work to do today. Also, thinking […]
Worries, busyness and inner peace
Yesterday I asked the question of whether work and busyness were the cure for anxiety. Today I woke up feeling incredibly worried about money and my job, which are not going well at the moment. This worry was probably mainly due to the fact that yesterday evening I did my accounts for the first time […]