It’s been a while. I was on holiday for a week and then have spent a week trying to get my habits back, trying to get my mind back really, as it tends to go a bit AWOL when I drink, eat sugar, and don’t have any time for myself, all of which happened on […]
It’s always and only ever my problem
This topic just popped into my head. Am I afraid of people and do I feel not good enough, or in fact, a lot of the time, do I just not like people? Because I was invited to something recently and I basically got into a big stress about it trying to resolve my feelings, […]
The essential habit?
I think my writing is a form of meditation. I use it to clear my mind by uncovering all of the crud that is lying there, just under the surface, and getting in the way of peace, bliss, contentment. I think that when I try to censor my writing or wait for inspiration to strike, […]
Learning to be happy
So, at the moment, in working through the lessons of A Course in Miracles, I’m in another review section. So all the lessons right now are lessons I’ve already done over the last month. And I’ve been getting really frustrated and impatient with it: “oh, same old same old, I already studied this, why do […]
Tuning in, no distractions
I have no idea what to say today. I’m wondering whether to take a break from writing and go and do something else first, to build up some inspiration. But I feel like I have to do my tasks in order, otherwise I just feel uncomfortable, like I’ve forgotten to do something, and I can’t […]
Stop, sit, listen, if you can?
I don’t understand what life is for. I just keep striving to achieve things, but it doesn’t really make me happy. Whether I achieve things or not, I just move on to the next thing and I start striving for that. I think I need to relax and let myself find what feels good, find […]