It’s been a while. I was on holiday for a week and then have spent a week trying to get my habits back, trying to get my mind back really, as it tends to go a bit AWOL when I drink, eat sugar, and don’t have any time for myself, all of which happened on […]
Blessed no matter what
I feel reluctant to blog all of a sudden. I’ve missed the two weekend days but that’s quite normal. I suddenly feel shy or something. I don’t feel like I have anything to say all of a sudden. I have been questioning my habits challenge and all of the habits I’ve been very much sticking […]
Learning to be happy
So, at the moment, in working through the lessons of A Course in Miracles, I’m in another review section. So all the lessons right now are lessons I’ve already done over the last month. And I’ve been getting really frustrated and impatient with it: “oh, same old same old, I already studied this, why do […]
Stop, sit, listen, if you can?
I don’t understand what life is for. I just keep striving to achieve things, but it doesn’t really make me happy. Whether I achieve things or not, I just move on to the next thing and I start striving for that. I think I need to relax and let myself find what feels good, find […]
I’m entitled to miracles
I’m struck by the difference between the joy this lesson (#77, ACIM) is supposed to bring, and how I feel about it. I feel like miracles are not so much a gift as something I must make happen, a change I must make to my not good enough character. That is, I feel like a […]
Selfish?
Today’s A Course in Miracles lesson, number 76, is I’m under no laws but God’s (or love’s). The meaning is that I should stop worrying about all the things I usually worry about and only think about loving and giving my life to others. That’s the long and the short of it. I think I’m […]