I feel like I could just write forever. I have so many thoughts and ideas to work through. I just finished writing my 1,667 words for my June book, and I had so many thoughts still bubbling away after I’d written the 1,667 words, and I know I have other things to do right now […]
I’m entitled to miracles
I’m struck by the difference between the joy this lesson (#77, ACIM) is supposed to bring, and how I feel about it. I feel like miracles are not so much a gift as something I must make happen, a change I must make to my not good enough character. That is, I feel like a […]
Selfish?
Today’s A Course in Miracles lesson, number 76, is I’m under no laws but God’s (or love’s). The meaning is that I should stop worrying about all the things I usually worry about and only think about loving and giving my life to others. That’s the long and the short of it. I think I’m […]
Miracles and toughening up
I feel a bit rebellious against my habits today. I think I’m quite tired, I’m maybe almost too used to them now, so they don’t feel quite as exciting and shiny. I’m a bit sore from my running too. I’m aware that I have maybe just an hour of work to do today. Also, thinking […]
Anxiety, time pressure and negativity bias
I feel blocked today. I started my June book this morning and because I want it to actually be a book this time I spent longer on it, deleting some parts where I went off on tangents, and thinking a little more about what I wanted to say. Then I went for my run, which […]
My two-pronged approach to happiness
I struggled a bit today with the A Course in Miracles lesson as it felt like it was saying I have to reject everything I love in the world, and I’m not sure if I’m misinterpreting the message. Given that I don’t really know whether I am or not, I’m just going to continue with […]