So I’m really struggling with this timeblocking idea, and also with the whole idea of being indistractable. I woke up this morning and I felt kind of depressed, actually. I just wasn’t looking forward to the day at all. I think the reason is that I feel boxed in by having a schedule, having to […]
The middle way
I’m back! I think my last post was maybe last Friday, or even Thursday, a week ago. I ran my ultra last Saturday and have basically been just exhausted ever since. Today, for the first time since then, I feel almost if not entirely back to normal, and ready for a normal day of writing, […]
A realisation – we’re aiming for bliss here
So, I’m not sure how this is going to go. I’m really happy right now. Running is going super well and I have set myself some really exciting but realistic goals. I’ve realised I have the ability to hit some goals that I think I’d kind of given up on actually and that’s just so […]
It’s ok for things to be easy, sometimes, even all the time
So I just don’t feel like I have anything to say today at all. I’m still just completely obsessed with running, really busy, nothing particularly interesting on my mind at all, just planning my training, and getting normal everyday stuff done like work and food shopping and cleaning the house. The thing that’s kind of […]
Anxiety, busyness and taking responsibility for your circumstances
No idea what to write about today and after two days off over the weekend I do find it hard to get back into writing. All I’m thinking about today is that I have loads to do, not enough time, and I just feel slightly anxious the whole time. In fact, I’m going to go […]
Real-world action to find more happiness
I’m taking a break from the posts related to A Course in Miracles today because I’m writing this before I read today’s lesson. Instead, today I’ve been thinking a lot about tiredness and running and getting things done, because I woke up today at 7am feeling really terrible. Such a change compared to yesterday, when […]